LavenderMystt

I went from insanity to sanity, and then back to insanity... and now all I have is experience at being sane, while really being insane. Or is it all just in my mind? It's funny how one night of adventure can change the way you think. So much hits you at once that every emotion you've ever felt rushes through you and you feel like your heart's stopped. You look around and it seems like everyone is frozen in a moment of time and it's just you and your thoughts. Then, somehow, your confused mind hits play on the keyboard of life and everything goes on... as if it never happened.

To learn how to live fully in this moment in this very now to learn to know someone's heart and soul so similar to mine to grow into life and this pure love grow roots and wings to let my inner being feel good and sing in this beautiful rhytm of this glowing feeling and something beautiful growing inside me becoming even more real

Like brothers everywhere he kept the stain close by perhaps to remind him revenge is a dish best not served. He could not remember how or when he got it. Maybe it was that first winter of the bones - the cold was so mean it broke the horses hooves out on the river and he'd held his brother under the thin ice just to feel his weight turn the water blue. Perhaps it was the spring they both fell in love with Rachel. She wore too few clothes and her smile, slung low in the pocket below her hips, always dared them to try and pull her blouse up or steal cigarettes for her to dangle between her lips. His mother swore it

Submerged in a perpetual restless disease Nervous self beration blindly battering; Worthlessness sugarcoated in martyrdom. Why, in this world of cured disease, Am I trapped in this state of constant unease, Where each moment is shattered, dissected and torn, And I'm left either doubting or morose and forlorn, Wrapped in the fears of the shadows within,

They dredge the night of its copious secrets even coaxing the moon from its ebony bed shaking the stars into their sweaty palms then pocket the entire lot grinning like fools Their kingdom of chaos breaches the shores of reason pillages the hapless then plunders the greedy the veil of their twisted charm belies the coarse fabric of their cruel intent They have hollowed the world with lies cheapened its inherent grace robbing hope from the masses vile merchants of contrived misinformation peddled at our tables where gullibility is host toasting our moral defeat Lets raise a cheer to the soulless news media purveyors of